Since that fateful night, I have been on cloud 9.
The female addiction I had prior to her is gone, thank you God! That has been the most wretched addiction I've ever had and I dealed with it for 6 months.
Since the HBC incident I have gone from wanting a concrete relationship to suddenly just wanting to play. It is wonderful to not seriously want anyone anymore. :)
It's like being freed has allowed good things to start manifesting everywhere.
Over the last week I have:
~Been kissed 3x by HBC's twin.
~Placed first in my age group for the 3rd 5k I've ever raced.
~Gotten the job I applied for.
~Made out with my crossfit instructor-not something I planned for or ever wanted but it was quite an unique experience.
~Ran a total of 18 miles this week. Ran more miles today at one time than I've ever done. Only 6.5miles but we all have to start somewhere right?!
~Made crossfit 5x iar this week. Only the second week to have accomplished that.
~Am at the weight I promised myself I would get to.
~Am going to hook up with a girl soon. :)
I will post more about the last thing imparticular as time allows. She is a lot like me; we are totally both super weird. We both are in love with HBC. Tim Burton movies are both on our top list of movies. She's bi-I'm gay. It should totally work out.
Like I said though, I don't want a serious relationship. I just want to play, to experience and to enjoy this fucking insane life I was given.